Self Emposed Censorship Sucks

Sometimes I'd like it if this was one of those "Anonymous" blogs.. where I could really say what I think with remote, if any, chance of "fall-out" .. but it is'nt.. and I even learned recently that if one were to Google me.. among other sites that I've set up (My Space, MSN, youtube, some work related stuff) it will link you straight to here...

as a result, I often "choose my words" carefully... Very carefully..

Not that this is well read... to my knowledge only 3 people actually tune in regularly... which while not a lot, its still flatering, considering neither of those include my wife or parents.... HA!

but anyway... Just as an example of self imposed censoring, .. something that I'm really excited about happend today.. but I cant mention it...

Nothing bad, nothing vulgar, just something of personal interest I'm really f--king excited about... and also nervous.. but for reasons that would only be clear if I actualy came out and said it... I just can't go there...

Maybe someday I'll reference this and say... this is what I was talking about... but its one thing to say something "looking back"... looking ahead is a.... oh damnit.. never mind..

anyway.. outside of that that i can't really say.. nothing much new..

had a good day at work, blah blah blah, backs been acting up a little more then usual, but that usually coincided with how busy work is.. not that its physically laborous, but hunched over the computer, carrying the laptop, long hours.. just add fuel to the fire.....

House is stil a mess, but were working on it.. and no time left for music again today..

I think we should start a club...

The, "I wont appologize for the mess in the house because we live here and this is just the way it is and if you dont like it theres the door" club....

I think people would join... We could have meetings where we'd just talk about the mess... and make jokes about it, but never actually get around to cleaning it.. argg... .. the intent of the club would be to globally lower acceptable standards for household cleanliness.. (i.e. dust-bunies of dog fur would be encouraged, not frowned upon)

oh well.. thats it.. Im tapped out...

Nope.. spoke too soon, just realized I need to get the old laptop out and do some work stuff... oh well.. life certainly could be a lot worst..

Anyway.. for the 3 regular readers (who I think read this when they are at work Pretending to actually do work) if you have some free time, and theres nothing interesint happending on 95.7, then click on these links below (some randome google results of "moi"

But I caution you.. you could be BOORED to tears.. its really not that interesting..

I may aspire to be "interesting" but reality is that Im really just a boring average joe....



random Links about or refrencing ... ME!
Korg T1 Review
References on Steve Furys site....
NS Classic Rock Guestbook.. (im there somewhere)
SuperStack
(incidentely, they are my pick for "the" band to watch.. these guys are WICKED AWESOME and My style of music...
Demnark Productions
Ron Hynes
Some randome dude's blog

and If you really want to know what I can't say today.. just ask me.. maybe I'll tell you in person..

nite